Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Auto Pilot



I have been on auto-pilot - not really enjoying life, just going through the motions, dwelling on my sorrows and the stresses of daily life. 

I drove to work the other day without really paying attention.  I'm not sure how I even arrived.  I thanked the Lord for blessing me with safety since I certainly wasn't aware of my surroundings.

Life has been stressful and I kind of shut down.  The necessities of life still got done, but that was it.  I felt as if I couldn't even think.



Yesterday I woke from this "dreamland".  Maybe it's because the weather is turning more mild and the sun is shining more often.  I don't know.  I guess it doesn't really matter.  What really matters is that I'm back. 

And I am grateful . . .

   

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey, that's the important thing--that you're back. I experienced the same feeling driving home from work yesterday--thankfully, I got home fine. Hope that springtime comes soon and we'll be praying for you!--timo (and becky)