Self Discovery

OK, my tantrum is over.

And in the process of getting over not getting my way, I discovered something about myself (which I probably knew all along.  I just didn't want to acknowledge it).

I discovered that I like to be in charge because then I get my way - either through persausion or coersion.  It doesn't really matter to me which way, as long as I get what I want.

What a painful discovery!

I publicly apologize to those of you I have run over to get what I want.

I feel like a kid . . .

pouty and wanting to throw a fit

because I didn't get my way.

On a lighter note - You know when you have been struggling with things for a while and there seems to be no end in sight, and just when you think you can't go on, something happens to restore your hope, your faith.

That happened this week.
Twice.

Life is good.